You don’t have to understand..

You don’t have to understand…

me!

  

I know I disappointed you in the past,

but I’ve tried my best,

to be a better version of me..

  

I know was my mistakes

it was precious lesson for me,

and I never regret it,

can we just move on?

not to erase the past,

but to forgive

sad, alone, dark, tired, lonely

(c) Pixabay

  

 

I don’t want to bother you,

I have my vision,

when you couldn’t see it, I keep striving myself to climb up the mountain,

with or without you..

I’m going to move on..

but I still expect..

you were here behind me

  

I’m so sorry that I’m out of your expectation,

I’m not perfect,

never be..!

I couldn’t be so nice as sisters did,

I’m the rebel one!

but I tried!

and you can’t see it,

so, I shut my mouth..

 

I buried our past,

please don’t open the wound..

can we just move on?

not to erase the past,

but to forgive

  

it’s a new day..

accept me and listen to me..

would you ask what am I doing?

would you smile to me and give me a warm cuddle?

would you respect my choice?

I’m not strong as I had shown..

it’s different when you were behind me and not,

only if you understand..