Pregnancy demonstrates the deterministic character of woman’s sexuality.
Every pregnant woman has body and self taken over by a chthonian force beyond her control.
In the welcome pregnancy, this is a happy sacrifice.
But in the unwanted one, initiated by rape or misadventure, it is a horror.
Such unfortunate women look directly into nature’s heart of Darkness.
For a fetus is a benign tumor, a vampire who steals in order to live.
The so-called miracle of birth is nature getting her own way.
~ Daniel Goldman
It’s so true that unwanted pregnancy is a horror. It’s horror for two people at once, the mother will and the fetus. The woman will try to find any way to abort the fetus. She will lose her mind and lose control over her self. Her natural heart of affection slowly disappear and she has darkness surround her.
Fetus indeed a pure gift from God. It feels scary to listen all those mock outside from it mother. It feels she curse it and don’t want it. It gives it insecure and stress feeling inside.
Unwanted pregnancy always be a complicated thing. The fetus is fetus. It doesn’t know what happen to you nor know your situation. It just know it lives in your womb and will become your angel sooner. It has pure hard and bright expectation to smile and laugh with you.
You may be hope this should happen in another happy situation. But you can’t avoid it. Whatever you decide, it will affect you too. You can’t hide the guilty feeling and you can’t run from the sin you’ve just created. People say karma is one true thing to happen, so it’s better wise before you do an action. When you decide to abort, it means you’re committed with murder and crime. Sadly, the part of you must be the victim.