Honestly….
I’m done!
I’m gone!
I’m lost!
nothing you could expect anymore!
I’m all about give up,
I’m all about dying,
I’m all about missing,
the game is over!
 
Honestly this is what I feel..
plain,
empty,
lonely,
deep frustrated,
being isolated,
being intervened,
so suffered…!!
 
 
Honestly I can’t do this anymore,
something better,
laugh out loud,
cheerful,
talk active,
helpful,
sincere,
pure…!
I lost my integrity at all!
I lost my insight..
and everything…
 
 
Honestly this is my face right now..
Sorrow,
no compliment,
dark,
awkward,
mess,
no blow!
 
 
woman, girl, laying, alone, sad, sleeping, lay down

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Honestly,
I save my regret in you…
wish you left, but I love you more than ever,
a bit of complicated
but at least you know..
I’m not fine at all right now!
you knew I’m the greatest liar ever,
those are the truth that I’d never admit,
I live in another shadow and fake myself every day,
pretend to be happy, but actually I’m not!
pretend to smile, but inside too much hurt,
pretend to be strong, but whenever too much fragile,
 
 
I want to be rebel, but the circumstance never conspiring!
In my behalf, everything was done
In my philosophy everything was gone,
and honestly, let me choose…
to left this and start another page write by me!
a blank page!
Honestly,
I just wish I weren’t me!
God.. Can I?